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Adeline Adella
Discovery is a Process...


Thursday, May 29, 2008

Not WorthY
Really NOT WORTHY
SIMPLY NOT WORTHY
Not WORTHY
REALLY NOT WORTHY
SIMPLY NOT WORTHY
Not WORTHY
REALLY NOT WORTHY
SIMPLY NOT WORTHY
Not Worthy
Really Not WORTHY
SIMPLY NOT WORTHY
Not Worthy
Really Not Worthy
Simply Not Worthy
NOT WORTHY
SIMPLY NOT WORTHY
REALLY NOT WORTHY
Simply Not Worthy
REALLY Not Worthy
NOT WORTHY
GUY, YOU ARE SIMPLY 
NOT WORTHY

I DON"T LOVE YOU NO MORE
DONE!!!
(CASE CLOSED)


Wednesday, May 28, 2008

To you my dear heart,

Can you tell my dear heart
Why are you still holding onto him
Just someone with brief short messages.
Thank You, Take Care and ya...

Can you be more discipline in getting rid of the feelings
Are you some fool with no conscious of time?
Time is Life and I Hope you have the conviction after this Post...

Love is No Fool
Dreams do come True
Yeah then So What?!

Get alive Lady!
What More can i do to Shout that Out For you?!

You were doing well but now you are getting a bit back again...
Where's the drive?!

Tell me what Happened to those plans?


Best regards,
Brain
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Song for my mood now: Before I Fall In Love-
Coco Lee

My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz my heart's been through it before
Am I'm just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true
Could you really be

[Chorus:]
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love


And I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I wanna take a chance
Oh please
Give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one that you'll always be

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

[Bridge:]
It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say...

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love 

Sunday, May 25, 2008

地震系列--妈妈别哭


(Si Chuan Earthquake poem -Mummy please don't cry)






妈妈别哭，我现在已没有痛苦


不用再看我，你一辈子也会记住


地震来得那么唐突


没有什么可以遮护


幸存的同学真让人羡慕


那一刻，求生的愿望强烈却茫然无助


(Mummy please don't cry, I don't feel any pain anymore)


(You need not watch me anymore because you will remember me forever)


(The earthquake came too fast)


(There's nothing bad to hide)


(I envy those fortunate and alive students)


(At that moment, the will to live was strong but helpless)










妈妈别哭，我不能陪你走今后的路


这么多人陪我我不会孤独


却担心你悲痛地泪流如注


我多么希望你能幸福


我多想长大了孝敬父母


我真的不想早走这一步


(Mummy please don't cry, i will not be able to accompany you for the rest of your life)


(There are a lot of people with me on my journey, i won't be lonely)


(But i'm worried that you will cry day and night when i'm not there)


(How i wish you will have Happiness)


(How i wish i can grow up and take care of you when you grow old)


(I really don't wish to go that fast)










妈妈别哭，地震是大地在发怒


也许是它一时糊涂


才伤害了这么多无辜


我只是不幸中的一卒


还有更多的人惨不忍睹


泪水掀不起压我的混凝土


(Mummy please don't cry, earthquake is a sign that earth is angry)


(Maybe it's just an irrational moment)


(That's caused the hurt of many)


(I'm just only one of them)


(There are still people with worst situation)


(My tears cannot up lift the soil that pressed onto me)












妈妈别哭，别再抱着我幼小的身躯


我已没有往日的温度


呼吸和心跳已经止住


请给我换上爱穿的衣服


拿来我爱读的书


假如天堂里还有学府


我会在梦中告诉你考试的分数


(Mummy please don't cry, stop holding on to my tiny body)


(They are no longer warm)


(I'm no longer breathing and there's no heartbeat)


(Please help me put on my favourite shirt)


(Fetch my favourite book to my hands)


(If there's a school in heaven)


(I will tell you my exams score through dreams)














妈妈别哭，天灾人祸是对圣灵的荼毒


你柔弱的身躯无法挡住


只要妈妈你还活着


就是上天对我们的眷顾


因为有你，每年清明那小坟上，会多一锹土


(Mummy please don't cry, Disasters are blasphemy)


(You cannot withstand it)


(Your existence is our blessings from God)


(It's because of you that we have someone to tidy our tiny tombs every year)








Translated by :Adeberry


To my best ability for those who don't understand Chinese...





Saturday, May 24, 2008

Still recovering from Shock...
From the reality that my stuff are gone...

I love my

  1. Bag
  2. Zen Baby
  3. Hp messager phone
  4. Eye liner & lip stick
  5. Purple wallet (got IC and the small notes:( 
  6. House keys
Just don't understand why that person wanna steal my stuff...
I know it's a stupid question to ask...But WHY!!!

Never that thought of my heartache of loss towards my precious stuff?
So CRUEL!!! If you want $, just take what is in the wallet ma...

I sort of quite numb now...
Although all necessary things like cancel my cards and police report was done...

The Loss of my precious things make me so so numb:(

I will buy back the same stuffs...
The Wallet, The mp4 , The Bag...

Really didn't care much on how much i need to spend to get them back...
I JUST WANT THE SAME THINGS BACK!!!

But i know the feeling will be totally DIFFERENT!!!
What to DO?!

Losing something will make someone go into numb state!!!
What more to say, if we lose our loved ones...

I think that pain is really what i can't imagine
Things can be bought but people are gone forever...

What's not yours, Will NEVER be YOURS
Believe it Or Not...
You Won't feel Good taking 
What's NOT YOURS...

God Bless me With MORE
I WANT Mp4
Stylish HP (got lucky draw must pick on my name)
More Cosmetics...
MORE CASH!!!

More importantly,
Make me not Look at what I've lost but What i still HAVE!!!
  • That theif nv take my lappy.:).So Praise God






No Identity
No Contacts
No Music
No Cash
No Cards
No belongings



For this moment, i'm a person without identity
Because someone stole my bag
With NRIC inside...

1st day that I'm using that bag
And now...IT's GONE!!!

Was doing my volunteer work
At the Singapore Arts Festival 2008
(outside Raffles City Shopping Mall)

We were too busy in doing the closing for the event
And off my bag went into the thief's hands

Call 999
1st time in my life,
and that was a pleasant experience


Police arrived around 15 mins
And after asking lots of questions
They said it was only a statement for Court and stuff


And he gave me a card to go to the Police station to make a report
Went to Police Cantonment
Make a police report 
And we got scolded because we went to the wrong door:(
that's like so 'haha' coz paiseh

Cabbed back home...
Thank God,
My family members never say anything more
I Love them:)
What a comfort to me

Oh ya, I want to thanks the volunteers that helped me just now
Especially Suwanti:)...wan wan
Thanks accompany me to the Police station and brought me home
Love ya:)



For now,
If you want to look for Adeline....
Please call...
My house :)





Friday, May 23, 2008

I'm Leaving...

I really cannot comprehend why i like you

For many reasons , i can choose not to fall...

But those reasons Just can't overule the Only Reason



Am i Irrational?

That All these will eventually bring us together?



I've never fall So deep in my feelings

Till i forget my senses



Maybe it's just another trail for my defenses



Do you know the pain of the waiting for your calls and smses?

Everytime i get excited because it's might be you...

BUT

It's just not from You

And my heart sank Deep down

I never regret telling you that truth that

"I Like You"



You will never fathom this feelings...

You might not even be here...



Thanks for All your effort that made my days...

That kept me in the love of Daze..



I'm getting Out from that Maze...

I need to Move On

And Onward to the NEXT PHRASE

Good bye, my lover

Good bye , my friend,

You had been the one for me


Wednesday, May 21, 2008



20th Birthday Celebration : BLESSINGS...



Celebration 1 : Mr Wong Treated us with any stuff we love from the cafe,BeCause it's Adeline Adella's Birthday...



This yellow paper is a magic paper given by Mr Wong, my Material Science teacher
(he said that this paper is important, first we thought to take notes
BUT it's for our orders in the library and all those that we wrote down were given FREE)

And it transformed to Free Mocha Melt Drink for me:)

And this is my favourite facilitator in RP,Mr WONG...
Sweet ,Dovey & Gentle Joanna... :)
(i'm not fat, it's just the angle that make me look fat)






Celebration 2 : May, Eric, Eugene and Makato Celebrated my Birthday at my fav Cafe in School



"Sweet Secret Recipe" birthday Cake for me:)...Thanks May:)




Introducing May, Eugene with his "be gentle a bit lei" cake...,beautiful features sharon, "i'm hungry" Eric AND kawai Makato...








They are All Black that Day...To suit my Dress:)
We Look So Duper Cool in BLack!:*







Thanks for the celebration and my life is so beautiful because you guys are in RP:)

Thanks May for your plan and how i wish i can be in the same class as you and everyday go cafe to eat...And i love to hear your experiences in Scouts...RoCk On SCouter:)

Thank Eugene, you are my great "ke ai" boy cum girl girl friend...
I love those girl power songs that you love...
How i wish you stay near my house and i always can ask you go supper...

Thank Eric, your hair is so cute can...
Plus the dumb dumb "i don't know" look always make me laugh like mad lor...
Don't eat too much ok...Still need to go Army de...

Thanks Makato, you always like to maintain your Japaness Gentleman image...
And you are doing very well man....

I feel like a much happy lady with a japaness gentleman...

After school, i was at the school library to finish my RJ and everything needed...
And my Deon wanted me to stay where i am to Give me a Surprise lor...
INDEED A SURPRISE from MY GIRLS!!!!






I was bored and took quite a lot of pic of myself:)



Celebration 3 : With MY SAN BUT GIRLS
MY GIRLS : We love to hang out & Need More GatHEringssssss...............
Top: (left : Van Van, Right : San But Deon)
Bottom: (left : Sexy Always Zara, girl girl Ade)
*Deon always love to call me 'girl girl'


Stupid la! Ask me to hold that hp
Then now my hand looks fat...hahaha



MY SURPRISE : Fila (Larte Nello Sport) white bag...LOVE LOVE LOVE

Thanks Deon : For all the Sanbut (silly but cute) actions that make me laugh...
You are a very sincere girl that i love to be with for my life...
Let's Sanbut together and be successful in life ya...
Pretty Pretty together too:)

Thanks Van Van : For your girly actions and mature prespectives to life...
you are just like a know it all street wise girl:)
Everything in us just click even the silly actions we have, we appreciate those silly moments too...:)
Take care of your braces k:) Air Steward:P

Thanks Zara : For making me enjoy in your presence...You always bring Joy and funkiness in our "SanBut" gatherings. I really enjoy how you love to talk about you eye candies and love life...So Sweet...Love your sexy presence...Rock On girl:P


Sorry to Deon...She took leave from Work just to celebrate for me BUT i need to go Cell group meeting...Love ya Deon:)


The Girls at ORchard on the walk to Indulge:)






Celebtaion 4:
My Cell group aka cg family:) <3



Thanks N318 & N327 : A place where i want to be with through good and bad times...
We Love God together and really can see the transformation in everyone of us...
We believe in each other for our dreams and visions...
I want to be part of each lives as much as possible....
Love ya N318 & N327

a)The collection from different unit for this handicraft...They collected the badges from different Army guys:P...Thanks for the effort:)...


b)Missha Voucher for More Cosmetics... Yeah!


c)Candy jar from Jocelyn and James ...Thanks for the effort and i'm still enjoying the colourful chocolate:P


d) Doraemon from Ah Chor and Benny : Thanks for that Doraemon that i intend to buy:)

Doraemon is always my Love;)





Celebration 5: Jocelyn, Mingfeng , Gabby, Frederick and me went to
"The Roti Prata House" at Upper Thomas Road
For Curry:P...Yummy




Before that "Roti Prata House" gathering,
Mingfeng rushed me back with his car
To have a quick celebration with my mummy:)


Celebration 6: With my Dear Family Members
Mum waited for so long...thanks Mummy:)
I love the fruit cake:P
When i blew the candles , it strikes 12am...
Very "ON" (^-^)
Present : My Mummy drew some cartoon figure to represent my sister and her giving me presents:) *****SO SWEET****
& my sister went to Indonesia on that Day....Can't celebrate for me...
b) Zen baby that my mummy bought for me...so knows that i love music and cannot go on street without music:)
So Zen Baby , always on my ears on the go...







ALL MY PRESENTS....THANKS GUYS FOR THE LOVE!!!

Thanks For the Wishes:
  1. N318 & N327
  2. RP classmates (material Science)
  3. Auther( my didi)
  4. Nicole( purple)
  5. Gayne (Sweetie)
  6. Eugene (jie mei)
  7. Frederick
  8. Chor May
  9. Yi Jun
  10. Drew
  11. Daphne
  12. Jun Wen
  13. Stephanie
  14. Burvan
  15. Wei Lun
  16. Christabel
  17. Roy
  18. Jian Hao
  19. Siti
  20. Deon
  21. Andy (love to scare me hor, GNS)

And Finally , a handbag from Indonesia

from :my xiao bee sister:) LOVE LOVE LOVE
I LOVE This LiFE FOr tHE Journey IS GettiNg MORE AND MORE InTEresting!!!

Friday, May 16, 2008

20th Birthday Celebration : REMINISCE
(Part 1)


16/05/88-
12am and i'm 20 years old..
My age starts with a 2...
It seems like yesterday when i was running around with my "I Love Mummy" pants :P



Show you the process of my growth:)







Most of the pic reflects my Cheerful nature:)



So it's really a gift from God that i'm super Duper cheerful:









For some reason, this pic looks like a Thai Boxer...






I Love This Pic as Well:)




Even my fingers are my 'food'... I love to eat eat eat





Rock & Roll baby... That explains why i love to dance...it's in the gene.



My mum said that "I love to pose"...And tada..Looks cool right:p




I'm friendly too...I love my bear bear:)


Put to a stop for All my Baby pics, if not it will be a super Long post....



When i was a little girl
My World was the playground downstairs
And the candyman is the mama shop uncle
Biker biker... I love my 'motorbike'...and i always move around in the house with them...I have my parking lot too.;0



Look at my "bowl-shaped" hair...


it'a always like this at home...


So many patterns... I used to be the telephone operator receiving calls for my mummy...hellohello...
My favourite "chongsam" ,doll and the lovely bar of chocolate.;p


Apparently i know that tube will be in fashion...
Was a hot day walking around with my mummy's cooling pants...



I love to eat Apple and i look like An Apple...




I Thank God for the people that He had placed in my life to participate in my growth...
May it be the mama shop uncle who i always buy sweets from him or the sweepers that smile to me every morning.:)

Thank God for :
my mummy who uses her life as a great example to teach me how to live...
I've realised that most values that she taught is really what i cherished close to my heart...
Take for example : Showing compassion to the needy sitting on the streets, through her giving and her teaching of showing care gave me a great foundation of LOVE...

my sister : i always love to eat her food when i was young....that's why she's so skinny and all the food is transformed to fats in me...My life is really so colourful with her laughter and 'screaming'.
How i wish i can bring you 24/7 along with me...My fav bee:)
(Recently she went to Indonesia, and those 3 days i miss her like Crazy)

my father : Thanks for working hard and for the sweets and toys that you bought for us...
I still remember you love to buy the 40 cents yakult and many Sweets...Thanks for the Good childhood memories...

my friends : who taught me things that i don't know and leaving footprints in my life...
I Love you ALL