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"WhatzUP Wesley"
Director Ben
old skool Zeera
Cute stuff Muling
minni-neee
lalala Jieyin
Hip hop Erika
Manicure Pro Queen
Daphne:)
Sweetie Joycelyn
More than Words (MingFeng)
bible studies Reyes
Run like No tmr SHu
Lady boss Xiuyin
xiao shuai di Jianhui
Fireman Ben
'SanBut'Deon
Hottie Zara
Always Sweet Joanna
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Wednesday, September 26, 2007
What a "mute" day...
It's just another "great" experience with the team today...
I just don't know what to talk and when to cut in...
I just remained silent for most of the discussion...
Don't feel comfortable with that..."person"
Anyway it's just the 2nd week of Sem 2
More time to make me feel familiar with that person i'm not comfortable with...
Praise God that i did a good job during the presentation today:)
I wasn't sure that i will present well...
But of course with Prayer b4 the presentation:)
I did quite well:)
*1st day to get away with the 'distruction'*
*It's rather easy ...Just don't get close*
*I won't say sorry for the things that i think it's right, (Btw I need not to)*
*
It's just another "great" experience with the team today...
I just don't know what to talk and when to cut in...
I just remained silent for most of the discussion...
Don't feel comfortable with that..."person"
Anyway it's just the 2nd week of Sem 2
More time to make me feel familiar with that person i'm not comfortable with...
Praise God that i did a good job during the presentation today:)
I wasn't sure that i will present well...
But of course with Prayer b4 the presentation:)
I did quite well:)
*1st day to get away with the 'distruction'*
*It's rather easy ...Just don't get close*
*I won't say sorry for the things that i think it's right, (Btw I need not to)*
*
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Smell Of Mac Spicy at 3:15am
Hearing a bunch of kids, shouting here and there.
My buddy is taking a rest from painting...
*Yeah* I'm still out near my house Mac...
Not to slack But to use our talent for Arts to create something out of Nothing...
*Aha* We are Tired But the passion of creating and to see the End Product Keeps us going...
+Okok+ i Know you want to ask what's that
We are creating a "Inspirational Story" jewelry box for a Birthday girl...
==Make sure That Girl Cry On when Receive that gift===
**If not, i'll tell her more stories of why that buddy of mine did all that**
*Ahem* The Paint dry already need to paint another layer...
BYeBye:)
Hearing a bunch of kids, shouting here and there.
My buddy is taking a rest from painting...
*Yeah* I'm still out near my house Mac...
Not to slack But to use our talent for Arts to create something out of Nothing...
*Aha* We are Tired But the passion of creating and to see the End Product Keeps us going...
+Okok+ i Know you want to ask what's that
We are creating a "Inspirational Story" jewelry box for a Birthday girl...
==Make sure That Girl Cry On when Receive that gift===
**If not, i'll tell her more stories of why that buddy of mine did all that**
*Ahem* The Paint dry already need to paint another layer...
BYeBye:)
Thursday, September 20, 2007
DOn't Love too Fast
Else you will Fall even faster...
Else you will Fall even faster...
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Say "Good Bye" to W16P
And "Welcome" W15F
This class very interesting sia
First day meet this devoted Lover Ah Beng
who loves to listen to Old school English Songs la...
Sing & Sing like having his concert la
Before i sit down, i say"Hi' to All
That Ah Beng Looked so unfriendly sia
I thought of myself "God ,HELP ME!"
Sianed* man...
Got one girl seems knowledgable la...
Good explaination and All...
Like we got a lot of things to share...
Her name is JAsmine...
Another Malay guy looks *stylo milo*
*Steady la Bro*
But HOR..he's so quiet...
Like emoing in the process la...
Another Malay girl wore the same shirt as ME...
Aiyo...*paiseh* la
Same Shirt , Different colour with a Different sense of fashion:P
WOahaha...Cool sia
A lot to discover about them
I went crazy and lame today la
All my group members laughed la...
Very Lame But fun sia....
GREAT!!!
And "Welcome" W15F
This class very interesting sia
First day meet this devoted Lover Ah Beng
who loves to listen to Old school English Songs la...
Sing & Sing like having his concert la
Before i sit down, i say"Hi' to All
That Ah Beng Looked so unfriendly sia
I thought of myself "God ,HELP ME!"
Sianed* man...
Got one girl seems knowledgable la...
Good explaination and All...
Like we got a lot of things to share...
Her name is JAsmine...
Another Malay guy looks *stylo milo*
*Steady la Bro*
But HOR..he's so quiet...
Like emoing in the process la...
Another Malay girl wore the same shirt as ME...
Aiyo...*paiseh* la
Same Shirt , Different colour with a Different sense of fashion:P
WOahaha...Cool sia
A lot to discover about them
I went crazy and lame today la
All my group members laughed la...
Very Lame But fun sia....
GREAT!!!
Sunday, September 16, 2007
You Placed a lot of 'Someone' to comfort me
A word in season that's what i need
No more further explainations of how i feel
Will that ever change my will ?
All i need to know is you are by my side
The only secret place that i wanna hide
Mind is just like an overloaded memory card
What i need to know is "I Love You"
All it takes is what HE paid
Enjoy every process like what HE said
A word in season that's what i need
No more further explainations of how i feel
Will that ever change my will ?
All i need to know is you are by my side
The only secret place that i wanna hide
Mind is just like an overloaded memory card
What i need to know is "I Love You"
All it takes is what HE paid
Enjoy every process like what HE said
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Recently just dwelling in those emotions struggles inside me...
A lot of questions i need to ask...Just don't know who will hold the answers...
I know deep in my heart, i have a great plan
It's just not clear to me...slowly...i just want to go to another place to search for my happiness...
Just as i was holding on to those struggles...
Too tired & went to sleep...
I dreamt of something so revelational...
I was dancing on the stage with the rest of the dancers...
It's just like those stage back to those victorian days..
A respectatble lady with a brolly just interrupted my practices...
She said "Come with me...She smiled at me"
Without hesitation, i just follow her...
We went to those cafe house to have coffee...
After all those we board the bus...
Not a normal bus k...It's that kind of bus that run with electricity with a wire attached to it on top...
*Aha* now you know how back in time that was bah...
We went to the upper level of the bus....
I sat down next to the lady...
She was introduced me as the next successor of don't know what....
There were 6 gentlemen with 2 ladies(that lady & me)
So i listened to what they were talking...
I added my 2 cents worth of comment...
AND I FiNAlly See Someone Familiar...
I try to recall...
hE's so familiar...
Until now then I realised that he's none other than
Pastor Richard Roberts...
I continued with the conversation ...With No pressure
(even though i know that they are important people)
They were In the Top suits K...
There must be something in that dream...
Thank God for that comfort:)
He really knows what i'm thinking:)
I just can't explain that this dream come so IN Time...
A lot of questions i need to ask...Just don't know who will hold the answers...
I know deep in my heart, i have a great plan
It's just not clear to me...slowly...i just want to go to another place to search for my happiness...
Just as i was holding on to those struggles...
Too tired & went to sleep...
I dreamt of something so revelational...
I was dancing on the stage with the rest of the dancers...
It's just like those stage back to those victorian days..
A respectatble lady with a brolly just interrupted my practices...
She said "Come with me...She smiled at me"
Without hesitation, i just follow her...
We went to those cafe house to have coffee...
After all those we board the bus...
Not a normal bus k...It's that kind of bus that run with electricity with a wire attached to it on top...
*Aha* now you know how back in time that was bah...
We went to the upper level of the bus....
I sat down next to the lady...
She was introduced me as the next successor of don't know what....
There were 6 gentlemen with 2 ladies(that lady & me)
So i listened to what they were talking...
I added my 2 cents worth of comment...
AND I FiNAlly See Someone Familiar...
I try to recall...
hE's so familiar...
Until now then I realised that he's none other than
Pastor Richard Roberts...
I continued with the conversation ...With No pressure
(even though i know that they are important people)
They were In the Top suits K...
There must be something in that dream...
Thank God for that comfort:)
He really knows what i'm thinking:)
I just can't explain that this dream come so IN Time...
Friday, September 14, 2007
It's Easy to love someone for a reason...
It's difficult to get over someone who you Don't have any reason to Support why you Love him...
Currently going through a period where i just like this guy without any reason...
This is that kind of feelings that i had for my 1st bf...
Just a normal Ah Beng with some talent for romance...
Really love to be with him...
It wasn't the place that he brought me to make me felt so "xing fu"...
(he always bring me to basketball court)
Just him alone...Rulez the world then...:)
(Really Love his Presence ;P)
For this guy, he just another Secondary Schoolmate of mine...
I do like him when i was in Secondary 5...
But I can't show much as my best friend do show some interest in him...
SO...SO... Nothing much then...
But i remember i always love to sit close to him...
May it be just buying for food or getting in line to go back...I'm always there...
I enjoyed those moments where i stood close to him (he's quite tall so can't see me:)
So those little moments will make me feel so happy for the whole day
And sort of reduced my stress during O levels:P
During our recent chalet...
In the night, we went down to the BBQ pit...
With 4 guys and the only girl...
I sat close to him...Cause i know maybe that will be the only chance left...
So when Opportunities are there...Don't just sit there...BuT MOVE!!!
I moved closer to him...Woahah...Listen to his breathing...
Inhale and Exhale...Just calm me in the night...
So i sat that for like 4 hrs...
It's rock chair...My butt just can't feel a thing during that Moment:)
But I've made up my mind...
TO MOVE ON>>>
TO LEAVE SOMETHING THAT HOLDS ME BEHIND...
AND I'll GIVE MYSELF...Till School starts..That will be Next Monday...
I'm MoVing On... No HoldiNg On...BEcause I want to Hold On to SOMETHING GREATER!!!
It's difficult to get over someone who you Don't have any reason to Support why you Love him...
Currently going through a period where i just like this guy without any reason...
This is that kind of feelings that i had for my 1st bf...
Just a normal Ah Beng with some talent for romance...
Really love to be with him...
It wasn't the place that he brought me to make me felt so "xing fu"...
(he always bring me to basketball court)
Just him alone...Rulez the world then...:)
(Really Love his Presence ;P)
For this guy, he just another Secondary Schoolmate of mine...
I do like him when i was in Secondary 5...
But I can't show much as my best friend do show some interest in him...
SO...SO... Nothing much then...
But i remember i always love to sit close to him...
May it be just buying for food or getting in line to go back...I'm always there...
I enjoyed those moments where i stood close to him (he's quite tall so can't see me:)
So those little moments will make me feel so happy for the whole day
And sort of reduced my stress during O levels:P
During our recent chalet...
In the night, we went down to the BBQ pit...
With 4 guys and the only girl...
I sat close to him...Cause i know maybe that will be the only chance left...
So when Opportunities are there...Don't just sit there...BuT MOVE!!!
I moved closer to him...Woahah...Listen to his breathing...
Inhale and Exhale...Just calm me in the night...
So i sat that for like 4 hrs...
It's rock chair...My butt just can't feel a thing during that Moment:)
But I've made up my mind...
TO MOVE ON>>>
TO LEAVE SOMETHING THAT HOLDS ME BEHIND...
AND I'll GIVE MYSELF...Till School starts..That will be Next Monday...
I'm MoVing On... No HoldiNg On...BEcause I want to Hold On to SOMETHING GREATER!!!
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Had a conversation with someone…
And without knowing ….I revealed something that I don't even know it myself…
That kind of unknown feeling that make me feel " Why am I here?"
Often I ask myself why I need to be here…
Answer that often make me stop all those questioning
Ans : "Just need to be here…la…"
Of course I love their company and NO Doubt…
Some are part of my life:)
The rest are beginning to be a part of my life…
After spending 24 hrs++ overnight with my Secondary school classmates…
I just love to be with them without any reason…
When we went back to our own home…
Not More than 6hrs, we began to miss each others (6 hrs we are slpIng)
So much so that we are planning for another outing…
Just anything we will go and just want to see each other…
When we had our conversations at night…
We don't care how rich or influential you are…
We just talk like everyone is equal…
When someone talks, everyone listens…
Give comments and relate to their own experiences…
That what I call Friends…
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Yesterday ( 10/9/07 ), I went for the MRI scan...
It requires you to wear a gown a NOTHING ELSE...
First time Feel so Empty infront Of my chest...:s
The whole process requires you to sleep on the machine which pushes you inside which will produce all sort of irritating noises...e.g. Construction Sound
BUT the Good thing is that play smoothing Music To calm you down:)...
Most of the time i was focusing on the Music instead of the Noises...:P
IT lasted for 45 mins and i was given an injection to see the blood flow...
OUCH!!!...BUT everything went on OK...
I was so nervous that i asked God for special protection:)
haha...Special Protection....I did hear a voice saying "Adeline you are a brave girl"
OUCH!!!...BUT everything went on OK...
Praise God!!!
It requires you to wear a gown a NOTHING ELSE...
First time Feel so Empty infront Of my chest...:s
The whole process requires you to sleep on the machine which pushes you inside which will produce all sort of irritating noises...e.g. Construction Sound
BUT the Good thing is that play smoothing Music To calm you down:)...
Most of the time i was focusing on the Music instead of the Noises...:P
IT lasted for 45 mins and i was given an injection to see the blood flow...
OUCH!!!...BUT everything went on OK...
I was so nervous that i asked God for special protection:)
haha...Special Protection....I did hear a voice saying "Adeline you are a brave girl"
OUCH!!!...BUT everything went on OK...
Praise God!!!
Monday, September 10, 2007
This is my New LooK:)...
And i quite like How i dress Nowaday...
Don't ask me How and Why i Love those dressing :P
Becoz just simple reason...It represents the inner ME:)
Simple enough to understand right:P
Oh recently i feel a bit uncomfortable with the feelings that certain people gave me...
I just don't understand why they reacted this way...
Am not new to you...seems so distant like i'm a new friend to you...
I just don't understand why and neither will i want to complain to Disrespect you...
Just Don't understand that's all...
Why some people just receive the attention and they just ignore
And some who craves for it doesn't receive it...
Is it because they are of something more?!
I did something stupid on Saturday...
Shouldn't have done that...
An action that display how i want to protect that particular person
BUT it's just an stupid act to that person...
Sometimes i just wonder WHY i need to adjust myself to suit others...
Did they adjust a bit to know me more?...
Till Now,i still feel a bit unproductive even though...
I know something Good is going to happen...
I will walk through ALL THESE WITH GOD!!!
I'm so gald...
A director to be said that i can be a fashion designer....
Maybe i can use what i will learn in Material Science to design a material that's suitable for those big sized ladies...
SO...
CHEERS TO THE CREATIVITY THAT HE GAVE ME!!!
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
Gone...Gone...Gone...
Everyday it's improving...
I shouldn't take it for granted...
And will not take it for granted anymore...
I want to live a healthy long life...:)
I want to take responsibility for my Health...
No pity is going to help
Knowing what needs to be done is the most practical thing...:)
I WANT TO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!
THANK GOD FOR EVERYDAY!!!
Everyday it's improving...
I shouldn't take it for granted...
And will not take it for granted anymore...
I want to live a healthy long life...:)
I want to take responsibility for my Health...
No pity is going to help
Knowing what needs to be done is the most practical thing...:)
I WANT TO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!
THANK GOD FOR EVERYDAY!!!
Sunday, September 2, 2007
Finally I can Sleep Well!!!
Praise The LORD!!!!
Praise The LORD!!!!