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Saturday, December 29, 2007
Adding more information to my previous post...
Recently wasn't feeling kind of good... That still saddness feeling stayed in my heart for almost 3 days But the feeling seems longer than that... Someone asked me a Question that triggers my Heart... "Are you finding someone here as your good friend?" he was giving solutions to me... Like sharing to me his experiences AND how he 'forced' himself to open up To make that 'someone' become his good friend... After all his sharings... I was thinking....So i need to do all these To make 'someone' here to be my"good" friend? Didn't i thought all these things will come naturally? Like how can you force someone to talk to you When he/she is showing that "black" face? If he/she shows interests in talking to you... Phone calls will follow AND you need not worried about what to say NEXT...& NEXT... Why i need to "pester" someone by calling them AND ask "good weather" Questions? WHEN... he/she didn't show interest in talking to me Face to Face?! Was watching "Love Actually" yesterday... An actress said a sentence to a guy who seems to like her "You didn't talk to me & i thought you dislike me" For this case, it's quite reasonable for that girl to have that hypotheis... So for my case, Since you don't even bother talking to me Face to Face... My hypothesis is that you show no interest in knowing me... I will not carry my effort far as i think that's my limit that i'm gonna step... Will be very hurtful to me emotionally to make any further approach Since these years, i've been doing much as my part AND i can really knoW that i really did my BEST!!! No point staying in a 'Still' Land I'm Leaving For tHose People that NEEDs me and show INTEREST in ME.. Just waiting for a RIGHT MOMENT... |