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Monday, June 11, 2007
Purest of Pain Remains me of You
Now it's 4:12 a.m. (11/6/07)
Was about to sleep but still awake COZ I'm THINKING OF YOU!!! I was on my way back home listening to the radio Suddenly this song "Purest of Pain" "Purest of Pain" I'm sorry I didn't mean to call but I couldn't fight it I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it and so I surrender just to hear your voice I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you and maybe someone else is standing there beside you but there's something baby that you need to know that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying I have to see you it's all that I'm asking. Vida, give me back my fantasies the courage that I need to live the air that I breathe carino mio, my world becomes so empty my day's are so cold and lonely and each night I taste the purest of pain. I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day that it didn't hurt me when you walked away but to tell you the truth I can't find my way and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying I have to see you it's all that I'm asking. Vida, give me back... it was in Chinese Version sang by CoCo Lee It Doesn't Matter whether it's sang in what version It will still trigger the sweetness and saddness that existed for 3 years since Secondary 2. It was those days where i was in a dilemma,to LOVE or Not to LOVE He was waiting...Gave me a band on his hand to pledge his love I rejected it because i was in LOVE with someone else...His Good Friend and a Mentor. I didnt regret choosing him over you... I truely LoVed him Over you... But the things that you've done for me made me wanna love you more... I do have feelings for you...You Make me feel so comfortable with you... BAck Then,I was naive to think that you are the one that i can spend my life with. Thanks For your Love,Care & Concern...Not Forgetting Special Treatments given to Me Over those cadets that had same rank as me. Love those Days,There's where i know what's 'Love' and Learn to Yearn For ReaL LOVE What A Bunch of Good MeMories Kept for me to recall for the rest of my life In The Dark Tunnel... The Hug u gave me was heartwarming In The Dark Tunnel... You gave me a feeling that you were pouring out your Love for Me The last time... It was too comfortable and i Love that feeLing I really hoped that the moment will come to a stop!!! I Leave your embrance unwillingly But I Know for all these while U Loved Me Just From that Hug I made A Difficult Decision to Leave You For A Group Of People who believe in a Man of Love And Salvation...That period was a really a test for ME...I've made a decision to follow HIM and for the Rest OF my LIfe!!!HE UnDerstands...No Doubt!!! I Thank God That HE Brought u into my life for that period of my Life Just for the Sake of reminiscing....NO USE TURNING BACK!!! AND YOU Know I will NoT Turn BacK!!!CAUSE I've Found HIM(REAL LOVE)!!! I LOVE YOU JESUS:) |