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Friday, February 29, 2008
My friend, Benjamin aka "the Fireman" explaining my Bus theory from his blog...:)
Adapted from : http://www.choice-in-life.blogspot.com/ ====================================================== **today i finally know how to face her le...did i let go...maybe yes ba..at least i know where is the line liao...i read my friend blog..she was saying something call the bus theory... "Thoughts came to my mind,those buses are just like people in my life... Some choosed to stop, some just Moved ON to the next stop... Some buses didn't stop because the bus stop didn't have their number either..." yup she is right...not all the bus will reach the stop that you want to alight.. sometime you are forced to go down the bus because...the bus just never go your stop and it need to go to another stop...hence you will need to get on to another bus that will go to your stop..it no use to think why that bus will not go to your stop..there is no use to ask if that bus could just go a little further...because in the end you still need to get down the bus...so maybe the well i am in for the past 6 month...I am near the top le ba...at least i know i am facing the problem and not running away from it....no matter how sad i am...no matter what it is..i must carry on...i must give my best..i must try using everything i can..to get out of the well that trap me for so long... Just like the song on my blog... ======================================================== p.s: Ben, You can DO IT! If a Girl like me can do iT... Surely a Strong Fireman like you CAN RIGHT! You always say "Firemen are the Coolest man" Show me the "Coolness" them:P Here to cheer you ON....JIAYOU!!!
Thursday, February 28, 2008
For 30 mins , i spent it alone at the Basketball court where i usually go during my Secondary School Days... I love to spend time alone when i need to sort some thoughts out... Wind kept blowing on my face, keeping me alert throughout... I'm Hurt emotionally ...Yes...I am Cried without knowing why In Dreams, the saddness continues... Woke up with the sound of weaping... It's normal & i'm glad that i'm coming out of the valley:) The Bus Theroy is a revelation given by GOD And sort of bring peace & Joy to my soul:) You are the Best, man Rocks On in My Life:P LOVE YA:P
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Sitting Alone at the bus stop watching a lot of buses going on the road without stopping at my stop...
Thoughts came to my mind,those buses are just like people in my life... Some choosed to stop, some just Moved ON to the next stop... Some buses didn't stop because the bus stop didn't have their number either... I've realised that buses are quite interesting To me, guys are just like buses:) There are different kind of buses catering to different needs "The School bus "
The Colourful Bus
The Long distance holiday Bus
I love to look at Buses but i'm not not ready to hop on to any buses... So Buses drivers, Please pass by me... Recently feel so emo* because i was waiting for the wrong bus And I'm not going to make any bus driver think that i'm gonna Hop on that bus...
Someone said something that i find that's worth sharing:) “Never run after a bus or a man. There will always be another one.”
Monday, February 25, 2008
If you look at where you can't go or should not Go You will only MISS your Riches -Adeberry
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Tired...
Too many things Rushing to and fro my Brain... "last to consider?" "Why should i listen?" "Is there a need to follow?" "Going to other places?" "Stop those issues?" "Not for you to comment!" "C'mon get alive!" "Why must it be you?" "Tell me what more do i need to do TO MOVE ON?!" "Don't expect any return!" "bah...bah...bah..." Sorting things out:)
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Sudden "blackout"!
It's 7:05am, they switched of the lights at the corridors Just came back from Overnight Prayer Meeting:) Physically i'm so tired ( even too tired to bath but I can't stand not Bathing) By spiritually recharged:) I Love Jurong West Church Always remind me of every footsteps i took to be where i am now First i came to church just to take a Look At the end of the Service, i was so glad to receive my saviour that i know Since Childhood:P... Kept pestering my mum to bring me to church but nO chance to go... Finally my friend, Linda brought me to JW... TADA! I'm SAVED! From then on, my life started to change... okok...No need to continue my Long story... Too tired type:) oh Ya.... I met one of the sister that discipled me during my early days... JASMINE:) A lady that's faithful in little & she's now a Usher leader:) Got Her number & surely will meet Her Out oNe day:) Praise God that i Prayed thRough from 11pm -5am Just LOve Overnight Prayer Meetings:) Need to sleep soon.... My teddy bears are calling me now:)
Friday, February 22, 2008
Live through feeling and you will live through love. For feeling is the language of the soul, and feeling is truth.-- Matt Zotti I'm a CHAMELEON Love frequent Changes personality Love everchanging appearences Not in any acting business That's just me...Chameleon Not one that hides But those who stands in the light Enjoy those blending & Outstanding Scene Do remember... I'm still a CHAMELEON CHAEMELEON won't be a normal lizard Please DON'T TRY to COVER my "Skin" LOVE it Or Leave it... If i'm not your desired... I'm not sorry,Please close the door and process on searching... On the way to find MORE COLOURS To SPICE UP my life & live it like Never...:P
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Are you blessed,my soul? Or are you turning to be slow? Are these visions or Illusions? I know time will tell... But My patient heart might fell I'll make it simple with reasons They might not be true But At least, let those matters Through Not in for any guessing games Neither nor scene "Dancing in the Rain" My life is Purposeful & NOT hopeful I'll not use them to play a fool. Time is ticking every second... No riches can bring them back again OH HEART! Please accept those reasons... I have no more reasons to give Reasonable or not, the mind will accept it Just YOU, HEART! Why is it so hard for you to accept?! Surely you want to move on, Don't you?! I hope that you can comprehend
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Valentine's Day 2008 this year was a busy valentine's day for me also a memorable experience went to sell flowers with Dear Felicia & "sing a long" Kelly She really loves to sing Get ready a list of songs AND she will really sing for you:) we met some interesting people along the way... handsome policemen,clown & those Macfafi Girls i blended into the pic with the same hairstyle I lOok like them ya?! Wowo..aha...Nasty! Happy HAppy!!! My oneday Bosses SEbas & WEichEng they initially smsed me to date me out But i can't But at the END@ They stopped me along ORchard Road:P We had a good time chilling & talking about our Life Not just love life but also a lot of girl stuff... We laughed like MAD!!! Those people were looking at us...:P It's alright:) WE arE GIRLS RIGHT!!!San BUt(Ding Dong)!!! Wonderful Valentine's DaY!:*
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Both Alex and Kate live in a glass lake house in Chicago, constructed by Alex's father (Christopher Plummer), but they live in the house at different times. Keanu Reeves' character lives in 2004 and Sandra Bullock's character lives in 2006. Alex receives a letter from Kate explaining that she is the previous owner of the house and would like him to forward her mail if it fails to reach her current address. This "magic" mail box somehow connects Alex and Kate. Alex and Kate fall in love through their letters, though they've never really met. Their letters, trite and superficial, manage to bring them both a sense of security and love. Kate treats a young girl in the hospital who shares her mother's wisdom and says, "There's always something better coming around the corner." Is there? Is pushing everyone else aside worth the wait for perfection? Sandra Bullock's character grapples with these questions as her off-and-on again boyfriend Morgan (Dylan Walsh) confuses her. He doesn't make her happy despite his devotion to her, good looks, and successful career. Alex also refuses to give his obviously interested co-worker, Mona, played by a (thankfully) jubilant Lynn Collins, any attention. Alex and Kate both end up owning the same dog who leads Alex towards the Kate in 2004 who knows nothing of Alex or the lake house. They briefly meet at a party thrown by her boyfriend, and Kate and Alex are both gloomy and bored by the crowd. They find instant connection with each other and share a momentous kiss. Despite this, Alex is frustrated because he wants to tell Kate that in two years they will fall in love through letters, but he can't. Kate won't know him as anything but a "random hookup" until she realizes two years in the future that he's the same Alex from 2004. In the end, they get together when Kate sent a letter to him regarding something bad will happen to him during Valentine Day. During 2004, Alex saw Kate Across the Road and rushed to meet her.And ended off dying in Kate's Arms....But Alex changed the history by obeying what Kate Written:). And a happy ending...I simply Love this Movie:P
Monday, February 11, 2008
“Maturity does not come with age but with the acceptance of responsibility.”
-Edwin Louis Cole When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I grew up, I put childish ways behind me." [The Apostle Paul - 1 Cor.13:11. NLT] Strongly believe that God gave me a personal relationship with Him ,NOT JUST for my enjoyment... :) Standing Up by HIS Strength:0...I'm TOTALLY ON YOU!!!
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Mum says that the market won't be open tomorrow
So we went to the WET MARKET @ 10pm So late Right:P Shopping at the WET MARKET at this Hour is Fun:P We bought a lot of stuff My 1/2 kg prawns... (A must for every year) I LOVE PRAWNS!!! And some Curry powder... (because she's going to cook HER SPECIAL CURRY) OH MY!!! Taste like Heaven :* Yummy... Okok...Need to sleep early Later need to help to decorate the House I'm So excited Can!!! TO ALL MY FRIENDS, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR... Won't be online during CNY season, Will be Busy eating CNY Goodies +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
^.^Dying Hope Brought alive during CNY season^.^ Didn't expect him to come today I was so disappointed in him That i just want to forget his existence Why he needs to make us suffer under uncertainty? All i'm asking for is accountability... All these are just a phone call away... Maybe he was too tired to find the right time I Don't Know... But what i know is that People are not perfect We cannot expect them to act according to our wishes. his actions brought to front today is enough for me To tell myself that he's not bad after all The amount is not much BUT i can see that he is trying his best to give... I wasn't sure whether he was still alive Until today he appeared right infront of me... I'm so glad that he's looking strong & with good materials ON... That "Ang Bao" money is precious to me... Because it was added on with such a touching words... I'm so grateful to God That all those moments are indeed something i will hold close Grateful that HE revived a little girl's heart with a bad MR And let her realised that there are still positive parts of this "bad' MR... God knows me So well that such experiences moved my tears:)
Monday, February 4, 2008
1 hr 30mins of Cartoon during the Early Morning "Dumbo, the big ears elephants" I love it so much That i had so many moments of the movie captured Dumbo is an elephant that those proud norm elephants hate Because of his big ears, many doesn't like to talk to him & treated him as a clown:( But the funny story is... A mouse believed in him And kept on encouraging him that he's someone special More than that, he helped Dumbo to have create more chances to shine AS a Special Elephant... Dumbo was quite sad when his mummy was locked up Because of her wanting to protect Dumbo from those Naughty kids Dumbo went through a hard time but he still hold back his tears when he went to see his mum Just like what Pst Tan said Hold on to the purpose that you are living for & not the situations. WoW...It's so true in the story of that cartoon too...:) Just find a big piece of me when i watch Dumbo... I went through tough times But small silly things will make me laugh And in turn will cause my view to the difficult situation to be a better one... Once i remembered i had a bad morning But on my way to school, i picked up $2 I see it as an encouragement from God That it was gonna be a good day:) I do cry over silly stuff Like when that Dumbo Cried So do I... Maybe it's just part of me that makes me love people more But recently, I realised that the Complexity of life Makes me feel sort of... I really pray to God that My Characters will be strongly rooted in HIM & will change according to His words & not what the world says:) I'm always there to touch people's lives...
Sunday, February 3, 2008
Avalon did a great job performing at Victoria Theatre today:) So proud of him when everyone stood up to give a standing ovation... All hard work really paid off...Now you can spend more time with me on weekends... Although i love to see him rehearse over & over again...But i hate to see him so tired in the play:( We went to Food court & he was still wearing his costume...:p He said that he's handsome in It & want to Act as my Handsome Prince... Attention was on him & even those aunties were looking at him:p Some were saying "Where's your master, Raffles?" Ate HongKong Noodles & Great Day with my Prince:p Tata...XXXXXXXDreams
If you dont want something negative from this blog,Pls leave:)
Following are just how i feel and not pointing any mistakes to anyone:) So PEACE OUT:P Really can't stand myself today!!! Was reacting in an 'Unusual' way... Irritated by buddy who shared one of my weakness to a group of people for no reason. (i think that's no linkage in explaining more on why we were in that situation) Maybe it's just part of me and not others to protect the reputation of others. OR maybe i was asking too much from that buddy to think more deeper into it. *Blow wind Blow* *Words do spread* That's one guy that i sort of look to him as a role model But wasn't that close because i just don't know how to link those topics up... So started to talk about him to my friends to find out who he is... At the end, people thought that I like him in the sense of BGR... Others keep disturbing me... I normally like to smile, if i get more DODO things to make me smile, I'll BLUSH!!!:( Most importantly, i don't want hIm to think that i Really like hIm... Because i DONT Want to hAve THAt "Weird" feelings VEry difficult to talk to him still have that kInd of feelings more worst:( SO I'M very IRRITATED by how i responsed to those 'make me blush jokes' Oh JUST STOP!!!:( I don't want all the Effort that i tried to talk to hIm go Down the Drain... hE is someone that all these while i want to know When i was in Secondary School Day,he was one of the most powerful CGL in CK Zone MOST Friends for big events , Multiply CG very fast (3 mths can multiply to 2 CG)Can Decern Members, Can Joke & Smile & Play Guitar so WEll TOO... Always look to him as a Role model bECoz i really want to know how he can ReTAIN so many new Friends...(i also love to bring Friends myself) Been a Figure that i looked up TO... NOW hE's in MY CG MUST GRAB THE CHANCE TO kNOW hIM!!!:) GOD HELP!!! HE kNOWS every parts that make a good WhOle:) Gonna PRAy For this Friendship... |